last some years....

i played, i laughed

i hide, i cried

i observed, i felt

i behaved, i tried

in last some years,

i sort of 'stretched' my life...

that smile, that bliss

those moments, those clicks

that love, that myth

and all those stupid comic flicks

flawless & flow-less

i was just walking by...

in last some years,

i sort of 'stretched' my life....

lectures & yawns

studies & plans

wore weird dress codes

even when it was odd

with no aim

i was living high...

in last some years,

i sort of 'stretched' my life....

now i am l'ill shocked, a li'll surprised

they say it was the race, when i was enjoying the ride

like a laughing stock

i am thinking it twice

in last some years,

whatever i did, wasn't it worthwhile??!!!

-Rupani Sharma

(05/10/10)

lories....

someone is sleeping inside the cradle

with a descent face

no toys, no noise, no more other sounds

baby girl is lying with the peace in all space

breeze is dashing with all care

so, the girl don't get asleep

some sounds of birds chirping

and some of temple rings

all are creating so melody

that i too wanna be infant again

i too wanna be in the cradle

with my mumma sitting by my side

looking at my numb face

guessing my future, making some wish

wanting me to be a doctor

or to be in MNCs

i too wanna enjoy red sun's rays

sun of the morning

sun, at 5 o'clock, when its time of rubbing eyes

yah!! i want my childhood back

i want that free breath

with no toys, no noise and no more other sounds

else than my mumma's sweet "lories"

 - Rupani Shrama

   ( 28/ 08/ 08)

it was your hand.....

I know the importance of your each and every word

What if, I just don’t show it……

I know the meaning of all your signs

What if, I always ignore it……

I know you always try to help me out

What if, now I don’t believe it…….

It was the time when

you did hold my hand

Taught me everything

how to walk, when to swing,

All goods and bads

right and wrong

You made me learn

how to be strong…

With dull and sleepy mind

i was walking with you

When every path, every turn

for me, was all new

I was getting and growing

like a seasonal plant,

You behaved every way

but didn’t leave my arm…….

Perhaps I was happy

As I wasn’t alone

Whenever I wanted

You even acted like a clown

You taught me how to laugh

When not to cry,

But you keep holding my arm

And asked me to FLY!!!!!!.....

Now, at the cliff in the snowy air,

I’m hanging like a dead with long hair

What move to make, I don’t know

As at this cliff, there is no path to go…..

I wanted to be your proud, that’s why I tried

With a winning dream, I jumped off to fly

Probably it was your hand that I couldn’t go high

But now please don’t take it off, or I’ll die….

I know the importance of your each and every word

What if, I just don’t show it…..

I know it was all your care and love 

What if, I couldn’t ever feel it……. 

RUPANI SHRAMA

(31/ 07/2010)

Come and free me

Far away from my world,

away from life...

i'm standing here

barren, waiting for you..

Come, and free me

take me away with you

Nothing is false here

but never even have been so true

They come and see me

smile and appreciate

sympathies sometimes

but then they go

i know,

the silence is lovely

cold breeze is peaceful

and shades are relaxing

how else ones life could be more b'ful?

but i want you to come

take me away with you

Far away from world,

To live THE LIFE

          

- Rupani Sharma

  (18/03/2012)

कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता

हसरतें ख़त्म हो गयीं हैं जनाब , मौसम अब अच्छा नहीं लगता

मरने से तो अब भी डरते हैं , पर जीना कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता||

काफिला जैसे कहीं रुक सा गया हो ,

मंजिल ने निशान बदल सा दिया हो ,

रात में चाँद की चांदनी तो बहोत है ,

पर यह चेहरा कुछ अपना सा नहीं लगता ||

मरने से तो अब भी डरते हैं ,

पर जीना कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता |

चलते-चलते इतनी दूर आ गया हूँ ,

की लौटने का रास्ता भूल सा गया हूँ ,

अपनी कदमताल से दुनिया जीती है हमने ,

पर साथ तुम्हारा अब सच्चा सा नहीं लगता ||

मरने से तो अब भी डरते हैं ,

पर जीना कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता |

मुरुस्थल की आंधी में सब धुन्धिया सा गया है ,

सपनों का महल भी कहीं दिख नहीं रहा है ,

विश्वास है, इस भंवर के दहर जाने का,

पर इस तनहा सफ़र में क्यों कोई तुम सा नहीं लगता ||

मरने से तो अब भी डरते हैं ,

पर जीना कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता |

हसरतें ख़त्म हो गयीं हैं जनाब , मौसम अब अच्छा नहीं लगता

मरने से तो अब भी डरते हैं , पर जीना कुछ अच्छा सा नहीं लगता ||

रुपानी शर्मा  ( 18th april 2011 )

presently i really don't know how to blog???
;)
so it's merely an initiation......
i hope it will get better over time....